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-Iowa

                                    IOWA
 
Iowa

People = Shit
Here we go again,motherfucker
Come on down,and see the idiot right here
Too fucked to beg and not afraid to care
What's the matter with calamity anyway?
Right? Get the fuck outta my face
Understand that I can't feel anything
It isn't like I wanna sift through the decay
I feel like a wound,like I got a fuckin'
Gun against my head,you live when I'm dead
One more time,motherfucker
Everybody hates me now,so fuck it
Blood's on my face and my hands,and I
Don't know why,I'm not afraid to cry
But that's none of your business
Whose life is it? Get it? See it? Feel it? Eat it?
Spin it around so I can spit in its face
I wanna leave without a trace
Cuz I don't wanna die in this place
People = Shit
People = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?)
People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you)
People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be)
People = Shit
It never stops - you can't be everthing to everone
Contagion - I'm sittin' at the side of Satan
What do you want from me?
They never told me the failure I was meant to be
Overdo it - don't tell me you blew it
Stop your bitchin' and fight your way through it
I'M - NOT - LIKE - YOU - I - JUST - FUCK - UP
C'mon motherfucker,everbody has to die
People = Shit
People = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?)
People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you)
People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be)
People = Shit


Disasterpiece I wanna slit your throat and fuck the wound I wanna push my face in and feel the swoon I wanna dig inside,find a little bit of me Cuz the line gets crossed when you don't come clean My wormwood meets your pesticide You'll never get out,cuz you were never alive I am infinite,I am the infant finite Come a little closer and I'll show you why (NO ONE IS - SAFE) Noises,noises,people make noises People make noises when they're sick Nothing to do except hold on to NOTHING How does it feel to be locked inside another dream That never had a chance of being realized? What the fuck are you lookin' at? I'll tell you what you're lookin' at Everyone you ever fuckin' laughed at Look in my eyes for the answers - typical I can feel it underneath like a miracle Everbody in the world needs more than Lies and consequences to power them Once again,it's me and no one else I can't remember if there was a someone else It's not mine,it's not fair,it's outta my hands And it's shaking - you'll never take me (NO ONE IS - SAFE) Noises,noises,people make noises People make noises when they're sick Nothing to do except hold on to NOTHING NOTHING! (HATE) Hate ain't enough to describe me (SCREAM) Somewhere between screaming and cring I'm not supposed to be here I'm not supposed to be (WHY) When do I get to know why? (BITTER) Bitter as the stink of when I try I'm not supposed to be here I'm not supposed to be Pull your hands away I'm gone - goodbye - it's so depressing Withering away Take a look - inside - my soul is missing All I have is dead,so I'll take you with me Feel like I'm erased - so kill me just in case (COVET) Everything around me's mine (STY) Can't see through the sties in my eyes I'm not supposed to be here I'm not supposed to be (DOWN) Scratching and clawing all the way (STAY) You won't let me fucking stay I'm not supposed to be here I'm not supposed to be (LIVE) Is there another way to live? (DIE) Cuz it's the only way to die I'm not supposed to be here I'm not supposed to be


My Plague I'm in conniptions for the final act you came here for The one derivative you manage is the one I abhor I need a minute to elaborate for everone the Everyday bullshit things that you have done Your impossible ego fuck is like a Megalomaniacal tab on my tonque Youu fuckin' touch me I will rip you apart I'll reach in and take a bite out of that Shit you call a heart... I don't mind being ogled,ridiculed Made to feel minuscule If you consider the source,it's kinda pitiful The only thing you really know about me is... ...that's all you'll ever know I know why you blame me(yourself) I know why you plague me(yourself) I'm turning it around like a knife in the shell I wanna understand why,but I'm hurting myself I haven't seen a reasons to stop it I can't just drop it I'm just a bastard,but at least I admit it At least I admit it I know why you blame me(yourself) I know why you plague me(yourself) Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you I can't fuckin' take it anymore A snap of the synapse And now it's fuckin' war Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you


Everything Ends You are wrong,fucked,and overrated I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault This is the end of EVERYTHING You are the end of EVERYTHING I haven't slept since I woke up And found my whole life was a lie,motherfucker This is the end of EVERYTHING You are the end of EVERYTHING Shallow skin,I can paint with pain I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain Everyday it's the same - I LOVE YOU HATE But I guess I don't care anymore... Fix my problems with the blade While my eyes turn from blue to gray God,the worst thing happened to me today But I guess I don't care anymore You are wrong,fucked,and overrated I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault This is the end of EVERYTHING You are the end of EVERYTHING I haven't slept since I woke up And found my whole life was a lie,motherfucker This is the end of EVERYTHING You are the end of EVERYTHING My flaws are the only thing left that's pure Can't really live, can't really endure Everything I see reminds me of her God I wish I didn't care anymore The more I touch,the less I fell I'm lying to myself that it's not real Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal? I'm never gonna care anymore What the hell am I doing? Is there anyone left in my life? What the fuck was I thinking? Anybody want to tell me I'm fine? Where the hell am I going? Do I even need s reason to hide? I am only betrayed I am only conditioned to die


The Heretic Anthem I'm a pop star threat and I'm not dead yet Got a super dred bet with an angel drug head Like a dead beat winner,I wanna to be a sinner An idolized bang for the industry killer A hideous man that you don't understand Throw a suicide party and I'm guaranteed to fucking snap It's evilsonic,it's pornoholic Breakdown,obscenities it's all I wanna be If you're 555,then I'm 666 If you're 555,I'm 666 (What's it like to be a heretic?) Everbody's so infatuated Everybody's so completely sure of what we are Everybody defamates from miles away But face to face,thay haven't got a thing to say I bleed for this and I bleed for you Still you look in my face like I'm somebody new TOY - nobody wants anything I've got Which is fine,because you're made of Everything - I'm - NOT If you're 555,then I'm 666 If you're 555,I'm 666 (What's it like to be a heretic?) 3D seconds,16,8,4,lemme tell you why I haven't the slightest,I'm teaching your brightest They're listening,clamoring All the money in the world can't buy me G0 AHEAD,LIE TO ME Tell me again how you're tortured I wanna know how you followed your ordere so well You're full of SHIT You had a dream,but this ain't it


Gently Gently, my mind escapes into the relaxing world of pleasure,a pleasure that'll take my mind off the reality of my life, my past life...life as I know it now. And whatever may come,it slowly disappears to somewhere in the back of my mind.it will remain there, until I wish to retrieve it. Yes,I will stay here for awhile, for I need the break.A break from the pressures of life,and everything that lays in the palm of life's hands. This mode is incredible.It's out of this world.Too bad I must always leave it... ...but that's life.


Left Behind I know I know the faces that have disappeared in time Find me wrapped in glass and slowly soaked in lime All my friends have pictures made to make you cry I've seen this and wondered what I've done to Calcify... (I ignore you) As I close my eyes,I feel it all slipping away (I come toward you) We all got left behind,we let it all slip away I can't stand to see your thalidomide robot face Don't even try it! You had to be a liar just to Infiltrate me - I'm still drowning (I ignore you) As I close my eyes,I feel it all slipping away (I come toward you) We all got left behind,we let it all slip away Take...this...away... I can feel it on my mouth I can taste you on my fingers I can hear you like the holy ghost And kill you if you get too close


The Shape Too tragic to stay with you Too static to try for you These scars,they swallow hard The part of the past that's hollow and dark Too horrid to kill for you Too sordid to die with you Unstable as always,come down Everything else is just dust and sound SEPARATE(I've lost my only way) SEPARATE(I've lost my only way) SEPARATE(I've lost my only way) SEE THE SHAPE(Broken and thrown away) I'd give it all away,come take it all away You can't resent the fear Somebody tell me how I got here I'd give it all to you,come take it,it's all for you The noise is so damn loud,but Everything else is just dust and sound I don't wanna do this anymore Everything's shit - everything's been taken Forsaken - gotta start it over cuz I'm hearing it Backwards - DON'T make sense - DON'T feel better Who's better?It's not that simple You gotta figure it out before you make things difficult It's not a word,it's a problem,the problem was easy Draw your conclusions - solutions? Anybody else wanna run? Contorting,distorting - I am undone One less propaganda nightmare fixture Are you getting the picture?


I Am Hated The whole world is my enemy - and I'm a walking target Two times the devil with all the significance Dragged and raped for the love of a mob I can't stay - because I can't be stopped Eat motherfuckers alive who cross us I know you're all tired of the same ol' bosses Let me tell you how it's gonna be I'm gonna kill anyone who steps up in front of me Welcome to the same ol' fuckin' scam Same ol shit in a dead fad Everybody wants to be so hard Are you real or a second rate sports card? They all lost their dad or their wife just died They never got to go outside - SHUT UP Nobody gives a fuck It doesn't change the fact that you suck (We are) The anti-cancer (We are) The only answer Stripped down,we want you dead But what's inside of me,you'll never know (We are) Bipolar gods (We are) You know what we are My life was always shit And I don't think I need this anymore Now I'm not pretty and I'm not cool But I'm fat and I'm ugly and proud - so fuck you Standing out is the new pretension Streamline the (sic)ness,half-assed aggression You gotta see it to believe it,we all got conned All the mediocre sacred cows we spawned Put your trust in the misson We will not repent - this is our religion (We are) The anti-cancer (We are) The only answer Stripped down,we want you dead But what's inside of me,you'll never know (We are) Bipolar gods (We are) You know what we are My life was always shit And I don't think I need this anymore I AM HATED YOU ARE HATED WE ARE HATED Everything sucks and I can prove it Everybody dies,shuffle on,remove it Individuals,indispensable I'm the paradox deity vessel ...the other side holds no secret But this side is done.I don't need it Before you go,you should know you're breaking down You'll be rotten be the time you're underground (We are) The anti-cancer (We are) The only answer Stripped down,we want you dead But what's inside of me,you'll never know (We are) Bipolar gods (We are) You know what we are My life was always shit And I don't think I need this anymore (We are) The source of conscience (We are) Distorted sentients There's only one thing left And I can't leave until it's sated (We are) The absolute (We are) Controlling you They're closing in,I can't escape I AM HATED


Skin Ticket Zero and zero is nothing but zero Cancer and people conspire together Running and running and going forever Collected and sampled,starving for zero Come see my cage - built in my grain Minus the inside and minus the circle Inhabhit the riddle and fill in the hovel Wherein and herein,between us and near us Zero and zero is nothing but zero Come see my cage - built-in migraine Keeping myself alive... through your EMPATHY


New Abortion I'm ethereal,my children are legion,serial They stick to my skin like beloved cysts I tear away with my nails and teeth and fists Touch the hands of inverted saints Follow my heart through the threaded pain Callow man is a sentinel screaming I see the future,the future is bleeding Sores,every goddamn minute I can feel 'em now Like a virus,you will never kill me now Goin' underground,comin'on like hepatitis We're out - and you can't reshape us Another bug in the construct Tearin' up the main bus B Zeros and ones are everything - execute me Everywhere you look,it's like they know Their fingerprints are hidden by CONTROL This is where the line is drawn,see YOU CAN'T TAKE MY SOUL AWAY FROM ME What do you need to see? Ya feel the impact? Gotta retract - everybody get back What is this? It's like a big conspiracy Fields of dejected morbid progeny They always say that it's always our fault But everything we say is taken with a grain of salt Man,it's always the same,if we talk or complain We only wanna upset the balance How's it feel to be the New Abortion? The only generation to suffer extortion Everywhere you look,it's like they know Their fingerprints are hidden by CONTROL This is where the line is drawn,see YOU CAN'T TAKE MY SOUL AWAY FROM ME YOU CAN'T TAKE MY SOUL AWAY FROM ME


Metabolic Gone - I couldn't murder your promise Right before my eyes The revolutions of my psychosis Kept me outta the way Once - inside - all I hold is ash Fall - suppressing every feeling I'm in so much pain I have every fuckin' right to hate you I can't take it! The hardest part was knowing that I couldn never be you Now all I do is sit around and wish I could forget you My demise - I took a life wortj living and Made it worth a mockery I deny - I fold,but they keep on coming (Stop) I'm always ready to die But you're killing me Who are you to me? Who am I to you? Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence? By default,you are my only link to the outside Psychosomatic suicide Where were you when I was down? Can you show me a way... To face everyday with this face - goodbye My demise - I took a life wortj living and Made it worth a mockery I deny - I fold,but they keep on coming (Stop) I'm always ready to die But you're killing me When I blur my eyes,they make the whole World breathe - I see you fucking me And I am absolutely controlling every urge To mutilate - the one and only answer So much for memories... I wanna dress in your insecurities And be the perfect you - I'm through I'm out-stretched out for all to loathe Here we go - the ultimate irony


Iowa Relax...it's over,you belong to me,I fill your mouth with dirt Relax...it's over,you can never leave I take your second digit with me... Love... You are...my first,I can breath I find you fascinating You are...my favorite,lay you down to sleep It's all that I can do to stop...Love... So blue...so broken,paper doll decays I haven't left you yet So cold...subversive,your eyes are full of bleach Tomorrow,I will go away again...Love... YOU ARE MINE,YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE,I CAN TEAR YOU APART I CAN RECOMBINE YOU ALL I WANT IS TO COVET YOU ALL YOU BELONG TO ME I WILL KILL YOU TO LOVE YOU.(LOVE)


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